I’m Alex. I stay out most often. You don’t see the others a lot. They’re hard to control sometime. Especially Carly and Rose. Carly is my little sister. Shes the only one that isn’t the same age as everyone else. She 10 and has really bad schizophrenia. What most people don’t under stand about schizophrenia is that its not having a split personality, it can lead to that if sever enough, its hearing voices. They tell you to do things and things about places and people that aren’t true. Carly has resorted to cutting before. She says that it bleeds the voices away. She has stopped more recently because of my boyfriend. She feels safer with him and he helps the voices go away. She now resorts to painting and drawing to make the voices go away. Rose on the other hand does not deal with her voices as well. Yes, she has schizophrenia as well. She is also a psychopath. I’m not just over exaggerating. A psychopath is someone with no sense of right or wrong. She can do anything and not feel guilty about it. She doesn’t care about anything and is dangerous. I do not have any of these problems. I’m simply very indecisive, as most women are. I, more than most, cannot decide on simple things, such as what to order when out to eat or what to wear. I’m actually a pretty chill person. I do have a bad temper, but that only comes out when you really piss me off. I’m the tomboy out of all of us. I’m also kind of the scene type. Lexxi and I were, once, one person. We split one day because Alexis (the combined version of us) could not between two things, so the personality split. I have to get some actually rest in tonight. Carly kept me up all night with bad dreams last night. Wish me a better nights sleep tonight.
Sincerly,
Alex